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so i havent updated this lj in ages..so let see what happen to me..yea i felt sick..hmm..family problem and such..plus my studies..and stuff..uh..right now on sem breaks..have like 10 assingment to finn..which i havent begun to do..uh i just hopw tomorrow i am in the mood to do it all..uhh..
so that all i guess..

well right now i hate everyday of the week..uh..everyday full of stuff to do cant even get some rest..so tired..huhuhu~~~

so my result is out..and i fail one subject..my first ever failed subject in my uni years..so i was bummed and shock..uhh..now my hold plan for next year is down the drain..i plan 2 gad next year u see..now i dont know if i can manage that or not..since i have to resit the paper..and the subject..but i plan next week to ask if i can just resit the paper instead of taking the subject again..
but really i dont blame anyone but myself that i fail the paper..it was simple enough..i answers the exanm quite well consedering that i always never turn up for the classes and not turning up for the quizes big mistake on my part ..i know..and i am paying for my mistake right now..
note to self in the new semester i will try harder..to increase my cgpa..i dont want to play anymore or take thing for garnted..i mean i know so much that i am not an idiot..i mean look at me..two years at uni..until i fail one subject..consedering that my friends have failed much more earier..i know i sound cocky..wait i do sound cocky..i mean in the two yewars i never took my studies seriously but my result is somehow good..now i ask myself what will happen if i completly trown my self in my studies..okey now i am chalengging myself to get no c..only a and bs this new semester..i hope i can motivaed myself..no i will try..i will do it..yes i will do it..i owe it to myself ..for all the years that i have been slacking in my studies..yes..
okey enough ranting for this time..

okey been so long since my last entries on ah1n1..well right now..the situation in my country.. is bit uncertained...this is to the fact that i think the government is not posting or giving enough latest information about this pendamic flu..everyday i watch the news..maybe they are 2 mins tops of the new reporting about it..that i is why i say the situation is uncertained..meanwhile all my friends are talking about it..hard not too with school closing for a week right and left off of you..well so far there are more then 1000++ cases..with most of them domestic cases..hmm there have been eight death so far from this flu..
dont know wherether what the government is doing by  censoring and covering the information about ah1n1 is a good thing or not..then again maybe the government is doing so so that the public wont panic..wherether it is a good thing or not..i think only time will tell..
so that all about my entries on ah1n1

in business if you dont asked for the money, you will not get it-cameron the big gift finale

okey so just watch the  big gift finale..what cameron say goes something like that..i do hope that get it right..well that all for now..bye..

he is edmund dante..he is my father..he is my mother..he is my brother..he is you- evey hammond

so first2 i decided to stars a new section in my lj page..this section is word/sayings..it will be about words that i think..well i dont know just that got stuck to me..i mean there are many saying out there..that are good and wise i think..so i decided to make an online collection of them..please note that i own nothing of them..there are just words or saying that i find everywhere..
i hope in the future the section will grow..and also i will include my own word/sayings to this section..and when i do i will listed them as my own..okey enough ranting..haha this is the first entry...

hmm well there many..i guess i like man in the mirror..heal the world..earth song..billie jean..cant stop loving you..

wow..as i am writing this i still cant believe it..wow..i was driving from class when i heard the news..
note to self..when driving alone its a bad idea to listen shocking news..i almost stop my car..that how shock i am...
love him or hate him..he was the ELVIS of our time.or .at least a closer thing to the king of rock and roll for us( i know..i know..but hey at all of us were born yet at elvis time you know)..that how important he his to the music industry right now..
uh..wow..still shock..cant believe such a big icon is gone and he was only 50..god bless his soul..may he rest in peace..
sure he may have few controversies here and there..but to me he was a talented musician, singer and dancer..who can forget the cultural impact of the great MOON DANCE...i may be too young at time to knew and notice what it is but hey i have been watching his mv at youtube..man that man can move...his body like this freaking rubber swaying to the music..and even i have to admit that he was a once hell of a dancer..and i am not a dance fan..
uh now i know the saying that goes..one will only truely be missed when one gone..at least that how he is to me..i always knew that the man have hist but inever fully realised his voice is unique..no one can sing like him..
okey enough ranting for now..fyi..still shock..

okey so just started my first week of class..uh.got class four days a week..and everyday its until late afternoon..remember what they say be careful what you wish for..well..in this case i got what i wish for..uh..and it aint fun anymore..yupp no more lazying around for me..uh..wait on top of that also got tons of assignment..uhh..my poor face so gonna dsuffer from this..eyesbags..paleness...well enoung of my ranting..now on to this title..

that right people..the last airbender movie which is based on the popular cartoon..avatar: the last airbender is gonna be out in summer 2010..when i first found out that my fav cartoon of all time is going to be made into a movie..and when i found out that an american is going to play Aang..who is supposed to be an asian monk..i was like a great..this is going to be like all of the other hollywood film despited being directed by the talented mR M.Night S..that right i cant spell his name so sue me!!..haha..wait on a second tought..dont..i am dirt poor...

so today i say the released few photo of the movie and i got to be honest..i cant wait for it.i just hope the movie wont fail to impressed..oh cant waiit for summer next year..wait that the year that ill be a third and last year student in uni..oh i am soo..so/// screwed!!!!!

i hope at least i can find time to see the movie on its first day in cinema..huhuhuhu...
k enough of my rant now adios amigos..

okey so today i spent half a day trying to fix my two damn printer..huhu~~ so get this my two printer are both canon..one is an old pixma iP1000..the other is mp160 or is it 180..with a scanner..which i bought last year for RM399..now here is the glitch..my new priter keep reapeating this error massage..i have read the hold maual ad done as the maunual had said..still doesnt work..so i try fixing the old one..the problem with the old one that it cant print black ink..so i check i found the black ink is leaking..so pretty much im doomed because it an old modal..its very hard to find ink for the old modal now...
so here the catch silly me was so frustrated i inject a blue refill ink that suppose for the new printer..in to the dry black ink catrige haha..lol..weird huh..but it does work..haha..now all my notes are blue..lol..wonder how my lectures will react when i submit my colorfull assignments..haha..cant wait...k that for now for my ranting...

okey so just got my exam result..my pointer dropped..again..huhuhuhu~~~...normally i would get an A..but this time..huhuhuhu..altough it just dropped a little bit..still make me depress lol..this from the girl that went out the night before the big exam..sleep trough half the time of the exam..and went out early before the exam finnish..honestly..i am even suprised that my result is good..i totally think that i would flunk most of my subject considering that only one week before the exam that i start studying..and guest what..what was considered in my university the t toughessubject..which many failed and have to repeated i got -B..until now i still cant believe how i managed that...even my friends was suprised..lol
okey so school starting again..haha..lol and i already managed to skipped 3 class...i know..i know..lazy huh..but next week ill be busy again..so this week totally lay back for me..hahaha..ad next week ill be back again to the student that i am...huhuhu...
hmm wonder what this make me..uh..probbaly an airhead..k..so ill stop ranting now..

hmm..i been noticing that my style of writing have change over these two years since i have been in university..my writing is more on grounds these days..dont gets me wrong what i mean is..its more solid..i took one of my old writing and compared it with my writing that i have done last semester..i find that my writing style now tends to be report like a report oriented that you find in magazine nowdays..i guess writing endless assignment for over two years tend to do that to you..not that i mind..but sometime i missed the way i used to write..i miss being able to play with the words that just seem to flow in my head endlessly..i miss the way that the sentence are already formed in my head before i even write it..you cant do that in a report..or assignment..i guess that writing about facts is a little boring for me..i much prefer to have the freedom to write what ever i want however i see fit..
haha..lol i cant believe i am ranting in lj again..lol..i guess i just need a medium to let go of all of my frustration about my writing style..hehe..okey enough ranting for now..
p.s school starting in two weeks..so all the busyness that i used to hate but now i shamelessly crave and need in order to survive nowdays..will be returning ..lol..
how weird am i..craving for busyness...

the second confirm  case of ah1n1 was reported in malaysia just hours after the first case confirm case. the case was reported in pulau pinang a  girl who is the friend of the male student who had become the first to get the sickness in malaysia, the two was reported have travel together from america to malaysia. the two was reported by local media in stable condition.
meanwhile the government are seeking all over 100 passengers of air asia who boarded the same flight as the girl to come forward for inspection to make sure wheter they have got the ah1n1 or not..

so on to more happier entries..i wanna wish happy birthday 2 my friend nienie who is celebrating her birthday today..infact i have just got back from celebrating her birthday..so here to you girl..
happy birthday 2 u..happy birthday 2 u..
happy birthday 2 u...wieee...n many more to come hope all of your dreams will come true...hehehe

so as of yesterday 15. mei..malaysia had it first confirmed case of H1N1...the patient who is a 21 year old student arrived in Malaysia via a flight from america 13th was admitted yesterday at the sg buloh hospital...the goverment of malaysia are now asking the 191 passanger who was on the same flight as the student to contact the goverment immedeatly..
that being said...the goverment should really patrol the filight gate better seeing as the student have oly been addmitted yester while the student arrivied days earily..the student should had been taken to the hospital right away from the airport..and because of the lack of measured taken by the goverment the goverment now faced a problem of trying to located all the other passanger as well..the goverment have to strenghtn it effort in order to prevent this kind of problem from happeninng in the future...
ad i do hope that the student will recover from this flu..
k that my rant for today..

you may noticed the current condition of this blog( poders to self does lj count as a blog or what??? feel free to corrected me if im wrong) haha the reason for this is the fact that i am new to all this blogging stuff..thus contributed to the lack of anything in this page..hehehe..and for the fact that life tend to get the best of me...i mean i am a second year uni student..so studies and what are comes first...also you may noticed that i-ever-no-so-secret habbit LaZYNESS...also conrtibuted a great deal to this..
havent decided yet what this blog( i will kept calling it a blog lest someone tell me that this is not a blog) so for now its going to be feel with my rants about lives and what not..i think/..
also you may noticed my lack of freinds..that my lazy habbit..and the fact that if i dont like you..ill just deleted your comment..and no friends you..hey this is my blog..and i can do with it as i please..since in real life i cant be asty..so my nastiness have to go someway right...hahaha..seriously i am not nasty..in real life..LOL..just kidding..so enough with my rambling...gotta fly now..
until the next entry then..feel free to comment..flames whatever..

dreams...well i never had good dreams ever in my life..all i have is nightmare...very intense nightmare..once i dream that i was this women..so i went with her fiance to the bank..and the bank was ambush..to make long story short..i survived..he was killed..i still remember every detail about it..like the fiance was black..the table top that he asked me hide it..was blue..the security guards was the first among many that we found dead..i can still remember the three bad guys pulling the trigger to the gun and killing him..the funny part is even tough it was a dream i still feel that my heart broke..i woke up crying..and for the rest of the day felt depressed..huh..talk about dreams..
that dreams is one that i never forget till this day..
and i know that dreams was our mind ways dealing with all the stress in our lives..or so i read..i never believe that dreams was massage from the dead..and such..but up to this day..that one dreams still haunt me..freaky huh..

well i had done lots of things that i swore ill never do..like smoking, drinking..lol..just the basic stuff i think..